Stagnant Waters/paredolia

Hey there everyone.

So I am still at a standstill about what to talk about. I have all these ideas in my head but no way to extract the information. I know that talking about it helps but I can't just talk to the camera.. I have to talk to another living being. I think once I get a couple of good videos under my belt then it will be easier for me to just go and make a video. I really want to incorporate my graphics and text, maybe a little of music put in.

Paredolia-
Any new discories or insights today? Hmm.. I think so. I've been having partial paredolia the past week or so.. nothing major, just the impressions for where the faces might go. It's strange because whenever I have the full blown paredolia experience, it amazes me but at the same time frightens me. Whenever I don't have it I miss it. It really is amazing.

Normally when a person sees a face in a pattern.. it might be a vague impression. Well.. for me.. I see a whole landscape of images.. and they all come in at the same time.. all the images start filtering in, getting clearer as a whole. As they get clearer they start to become more and more defined. Where one image might seem like it is nearing it's completion, suddenly it's part of some larger image.. it then gets photo realistic - bits and pieces of faces.. chins, teeth, eye-nose-nostril-cheekbone combo.. at this point I can usually CHANGE THE PATTERN

I get the ability to change the patter with my mind. If I think hard about what i want to see.. close my eyes and then reopen.. all the little faces that were there, suddenly become bits and pieces of what ever I want.. and if i bend down to examine one of them, all i have to do is concentrate.. and it gets clearer, and clearer, and just almost becomes alive. That's usually where it starts scaring me.

Now you may think i'm crazy and all.. but I know what is real and what is fake. Have I had witnesses confirm what I saw. Yes. Every time.

So what does this mean? The fact that I can change a pattern with my mind.
Well I think it means that we all can.. we just don't have the focus for it. And I don't think it is with just patterns, because that wouldn't make sense. I think it is with everything. Everything is projected thought. But I will get more into that later.

So.. for now. Peace.

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